Midnight

Well, here it is, just past midnight and I should be getting ready for work.  I had the most amazing, vivid dream in the 2 hours I slept tonight!  But all I remember is how vivid the colours were and how great the storyline was.  I remember waking up briefly and thinking "ah, that's the stuff!  I might be back on track for writing!"  So, hopefully, that is where I am heading!

I don't feel I have anything else to say.  I have 15 minutes to wash, get dressed, and be ready to go.  I think I can hear the wind outside, either that or someone is running their truck - which is a definite possibility living in Central Alberta!

The kitchen is clean, there was a delicious egg sandwich waiting for me when I woke up.

Sometimes I feel like there is a wall (I can actually visualize it, it's so strong) between my husband and myself.  And then I wake up and there is an egg sandwich with a loving note and a heart.  How wonderful!  Gives me hope!  Makes me wonder if the wall is part of my medication.  I also think my episodes that led to medication might have been caused by stress at work and nothing else.  Do the side effects of medication make it worthwhile?  I don't know.  I haven't been taking my medication consistently enough to know for sure.  Not good.

So, now I have 13 minutes and I better get a move-on!  This is just a quick blurb to remind myself that the blog is here and needs me to put words to paper!  Have a great day!